Saturday, June 27, 2020

20200627 - Corona Virus Part 15 - Black Lives Matter Part 4

... and the beat goes on...
Greetings from our little tin can by the sea where Wendy and I are trying to survive through self-isolation due to the corona virus. We are healthy and doing well. Our weather this past week has been hot - in excess of 100 degrees Fahrenheit kind of hot. The chart above shows the cycling of our air conditioner yesterday - it was on a lot! Today's forecast is a little cooler - 93. A small town in Russia had a similar high temperature last Saturday, and it is in the Arctic Circle! I have been using our new deck every morning. For about 15 minutes, I go out on it and sit. I listen to the bird calls and watch neighbors and butterflies. It turns out that there are a lot of butterflies that frequent the vegetation behind our house. They have been very comforting to watch. Even after a week, their numbers are dwindling, so I'm glad that I caught it, but I'll have to wait until next year to see them all again. At work, they announced that we won't be coming back to the office until Labor Day, at the earliest. I'm all for that - don't mess with success. Our group has been doing great, though that is largely because we are not centrally located, so we have been doing remote work from the start. I do miss the views from the office, but I'm not going to risk my health for a pretty vista. Last weekend, there was an eclipse, but it was not visible in North America. It was a ring of fire eclipse, caused by the moon being far from the earth (near apogee) so the lunar disk did not fully eclipse the sun at totality. I'm taking the next week off before Fourth-of-July. Hopefully, I can get some rest. My daughter celebrated her birthday this week and I'm sorry that I couldn't give her a hug. 

Cases Deaths
Scope Cases % Inc. Deaths % Inc.
Worldwide 9,935,361 13.0 497,555 7.4
United States 2,553,686 11.1 127,649 5.1
Florida 122,960 37.0 3,366 8.3
Pinellas County 5,099 61.7 141 24.8

Numbers! COVID-19 is winning. We appear to be at it's mercy. It's frustrating that something with a countable number of atoms is so devastating. In the US, the reported number of cases represents 0.78% of the population. Two points on that: first, the CDC estimates that the actual number of cases is ten times the reported value. That would imply that 7.8% of the population has been infected at least once. The second point is that leaves 92.1% of the population to contract this illness. Recalling back to the days in early March, the intent of isolating was to "flatten the curve". In doing so, we have reduced the load on our hospitals, but we have lengthened the duration of the pandemic. Now, other states are overloaded - Alabama reported that it has no more ICU beds. They are moving coronary patients to secondary locations (I'm not sure what that means, though). Though Florida is leading the pack in the resurgence of cases, they are by no means alone in this race. California, Texas, and almost all of the southern states are having a "spike", as the politicians are terming it. This surge is of our own doing. We have opened too quickly and have not minded the evidence of exponential growth since Memorial Day. Even if we put on the brakes now, the response will continue through mid-August. Instead of heeding any of the warnings, governors are just closing bars. Bars were only opened last week - this is not being caused by last week's policy decisions! I have an engineering background, and I deal in rough numbers - so, once you catch COVID-19, there is a three to four week "incubation" period when the virus suppresses your immune system response while it replicates. The positives we are seeing today are from decisions made four weeks ago - Memorial Day weekend. From my view, it appears that there was no discussion of contingency - what to do when numbers started to rise. It also appears that there was no estimate of the response from a given policy. The decision appears to have been: we'll wing it. There also seems to be some question about the effectiveness of wearing masks. Time, distance, and shielding are the three vectors that you have available to minimize exposure. Minimize the time that you are exposed - that is, stay at home. Only go out for essential items. Maximize the distance between you and the source of the exposure. Use social distancing, and, again, stay at home. Maximize the shielding between you and the source of the exposure. Again, stay at home, and wear a mask. The mask is to protect everyone else - not necessarily you. Don't wear a mask with a vent; it isn't effective. From an engineering perspective, the two processes of sneezes, coughs, and even talking, are dispersion and diffusion. If you want to minimize a dispersion, you need to cut the velocity of the fluid. The further from the source, the larger the apparatus needed to cut the velocity. Once a dispersion is emitted, the vapor and droplet cloud that remains will diffuse into non contaminated air. This process is minimized if there is less moisture in the ejected material. That, too, is reduced best very near to the source. The source is your mouth and your nose. Cover them with a mask, and keep them covered. A call out our special snowflake lawmakers - learn what it means to lead and wear the mask. I have COPD and I initially had trouble wearing a mask, but I stuck with it and I now can wear one for hours, if necessary. Because of the increase in our infections, New York and New Jersey have implemented requirements that Floridians (and Californians, Texans, Alabamians, etc.) must self-isolate for twelve days when coming to their state. Europe won't allow folks from the US to enter. 

The Black Lives Matter movement continues, and it is moving into small towns now. That's good, because this isn't a big city thing - it's personal accountability. There have also been quite a few protesters knocking down statues in the name of Black Lives Matter, though I think it's in the name of general destruction. For example, they toppled Ulysses S. Grant's statue. He freed his slave a year before the Civil War, and led the Union Army to victory, which ended slavery. However, there are those that point to his wife, who was a slave owner. It will be difficult to name a person that lived before 1863 that didn't have a slave and is famous enough to have a statue. Even Thomas Jefferson had slaves, as did George Washington. There is talk now to remove the stars and bars from the Mississippi state flag. That would be a big move. Minneapolis, where the latest wave of Black Lives Matter support came from, has voted to remove the police force and replace it with the Department of Community Safety and Violence Protection. This is part of the city's charter, and a change to that requires the consent of the populace, so it will be on the November ballot. If the change makes muster, it will be instituted in May 2021. A number of other peoples will benefit from the changes brought about by Black Lives Matters. Among them are the tribal indians, or Native Americans. Many are pushing the sovereignty in order to protect the people from the spread of COVID-19. As a result, there will be some dilution in the message from Black Lives Matter, but we are stronger together than we are apart, which is the nature of embracing diversity. The senate bill for police reform won't meet a floor vote and the bill coming from the house doesn't look like ti will make it, either. Perhaps this standoff can be averted if we start from a basis of agreement - the police need to change. We have two strawman proposals of what that change could look like, so sit down and find words that are agreeable. No one will like the result, but it will be a start, and we have to learn how to start again.

A gallon of gas is still $1.95/gal at the local 7/11. The DJIA dropped over the past week, starting the week at 25865 Monday morning and ending at 25020 on Friday afternoon. The drop is related to the increase in COVID-19 cases. To support re-election, the white house wants another round of stimulus money injected into the economy. This move will be inflationary, and that doesn't sit well with conservatives, especially after already injecting $3 trillion into the economy. Eventually, that will come back as lower value to the dollar, making us look more expensive globally, which harms our businesses. Maybe we can get the $1.4 billion that was sent to dead people. Yes, that's how much one million stimulus checks add up to and they were dead people. If any were sent to congress-persons or their families, then I think we should collect those, too.

The president held his soiree in Tulsa. Six members of his campaign staff had COVID and had to self isolate. After the event, two others tested positive and two secret service members had to self-isolate as well. Attendance was lower than expected, largely from teens requesting tickets to skew the numbers. In the end, it was a first-come-first-serve event, but COVID and Black Lives Matter kept many from showing up. If it were me, just taking a flight would be enough for me to stay away. Tom Petty's family also issued a Cease & Desist Order for the campaign's use of a Tom Petty song, and the Rolling Stones have threatened suit for violation of past CDOs. It has also come out that Tulsa had provided seat stickers to maintain social distancing which were removed prior to the event. Our secretary of ed is diverting states funds to private institutions. I think that needs to end... the parents that are sending their kids to private school can foot that bill. I think that our attorney general needs to mind his p's and q's lest he be tried for treason. Subverting the separation of powers is treason. It appears that the current goal is to politicize the courts, replacing as many judges and attorneys as possible. This has the smell of a son-in-law to it. Then there is Bolton's book - I'll never read it, so I really don't care what light it paints anyone in. Instead, the question that I have is: given the premise that the president's actions to date have largely been directed by his desire to be re-elected, what will he do if he gets a second term? I have a real fear about the consequences of another four years of him. Two things that I have learned from our current president: you don't have to be smart to be rich, and anyone can be president.

Powers keep on lyin'
While your people keep on dyin'
World keep on turnin'
Cause it won't be too long
- Stevie Wonder, Higher ground, Innervisions, 1973

Saturday, June 20, 2020

20200620 - Corona Virus Part 14 - Black Lives Matter Part 3

Howdy and welcome to our little tin can by the sea. Wendy and I have been doing well this past week, as we continue our self-isolation amid the corona virus pandemic. We had some work done on the house this past week - the lanai has been re-screened and we had the side deck fixed up. I just sat out on the side deck this morning and it was great listening to the birds, and seeing neighbors walk along the street.We have continuing plans on the lanai, so I'll add those as they are completed. Today, we're going to clean it. That will be a chore. Our state continues to "open up" despite accelerating case numbers of COVID-19. Wendy and I plan to continue isolating - it's the best thing for now. At work, they celebrated promotions day yesterday and that came with everyone getting the afternoon off. Pretty sweet perk.
Cases Deaths
Scope Cases % Inc. Deaths % Inc.
Worldwide 8,789,443 12.6 463,202 7.7
United States 2,297,642 8.0 121,414 3.7
Florida 89,748 21.9 3,107 6.1
Pinellas County 3,153 49.9 113 10.7

Numbers, numbers, numbers - Worldwide, the week-over-week rates of increase are remaining constant. This is largely due to Brazil, which is having an incredible surge in cases. In the US, the weekly rates show about the same for cases and a slight decrease for deaths. In Florida, the number of cases are skyrocketing. Both Tampa and Saint Petersburg have mandatory face mask health edicts in place as of yesterday afternoon, to try and combat it. The numbers for Pinellas county are just dismal, but that's what happens when the general population just doesn't care.

On the economic front, gas is selling for $1.95/gal at the local 7/11. The DJIA started Monday morning at 25270 and closed on Friday at 25929, for a small gain. 20.5 million people are collecting unemployment as of this week. The Treasury estimates that unemployment will continue to be high through 2020.

My least favorite section: Politics.Our president had another tweet decorated by the staff at Twitter. This time, it was "Manipulated Media." The tweet was a re-edited video involving a fake CNN byline as well as a contrived scene. Facebook also jumped into the mix, by deleting posts sponsored by the president that honored symbols that were used by Nazi Germany. The Supreme Court had two landmark rulings, the first was that sex discrimination in the workplace also applied to LBGQ. The second was that DACA stands. The decision to uphold DACA was a procedural one, since the government's assertion was a flight of whimsy, and roughly an edict from a dictator. Thankfully, there is a law to prevent that. Black Lives Matter is still protesting. In Colorado, they passed a law for police accountability. This removes choke holds, resets lethal force, and it removes "qualified immunity", so police can now be sued. Meanwhile, in Oklahoma, the president is abusing the citizens of Tulsa while he holds a political rally. Masks are optional, despite the increase in cases there. I suspect there may be a meeting between Black Lives Matter and some of the more right of the president's right followers. It's like a train wreck, you don't want to see it, but you can't look away. In global warming news, CO2 levels continue to rise unabated.
What have they done to the earth?
What have they done to our fair sister?
Ravaged and plundered and ripped her and bit her
Stuck her with knives in the side of the dawn
And tied her with fences and dragged her down
- Jim Morrison, When the music's over, Strange Days, The Doors, 1967


Saturday, June 13, 2020

20200613 - Corona Virus Part 13 - Black Lives Matter Part 2

Howdy and welcome from our little tin can by the sea. Wendy and I weathered last week's tropical storm only to be in another rainy weekend this week as well. That's summer in Florida, though - rain in the afternoon followed by sunshine in the morning. Most of Florida has implemented "Phase Two" of reopening. In this phase, bars, movie theaters, tattoo shops, massage parlors, and tanning salons can reopen, with capacity and distancing restrictions. Thank goodness that I don't drink. It's just a recipe for disaster with the way the corona virus infection rate has been escalating. The chart to the left shows the increase since Memorial Day, when the "planned reopening" commenced. In about a month, there will be an associated bump in the number of deaths. Over the past week, the "Black Lives Matter" protests have taken eyes off of the corona virus, much like the corona virus has taken our eyes from matters like global warming and climate change. The media focuses our vision, so it's best to avert our eyes from that, as well. I only watch twenty minutes of TV each day during the week, while I'm eating a bowl of cereal in the morning. I started doing that some time back, so I could catch the weather and traffic before driving into work, and now it has become part of my morning routine. The town hall meeting at work was centered on Black Lives Matter, as was the Veteran's Social Hour. I'm still working from home, and as I plan for the remainder of this year, I don't believe that I'll be going into work until mid year 2021 at the earliest. My empathy is being split between my realization of the bigotry I've accepted over my life and the love I have for family members that are in the police force. As this unfolds, though, my disdain for unions is showing it's ugly head. I'll address that more in the politics area below.

Cases Deaths
Scope Cases % Inc. Deaths % Inc.
Worldwide 7,806,582 13.0 430,111 7.6
United States 2,128,118 7.9 117,088 5.0
Florida 73,596 17.3 2,928 8.9
Pinellas County 2,103 42.3 102 7.4

And on to the numbers, which I've summarized in the table to the left. Generally, the percentages have declined over the past week, with two exceptions: the number of cases for Florida and for Pinellas County. Florida's week-over-week percentage increase went from 13.2% last week to 17.3% this week and contributing to that statistic is Pinellas county's jump from 19.4% to 42.3%! That's crazy! Whatever the plan is here, it's not working.

I haven't gotten out since Monday, but Google tells me that our local 7/11 is selling gas for $2.00/gal. The DJIA had a rough Thursday this week and that has put it in decline over the week. It started on Monday at 27233 and ending on Friday afternoon at 25597. One odd bit of news is that our Treasury Secretary refuses to disclose who received small business loans from the money appropriated by Congress to ease the shutdown caused by COVID-19. This has raised a lot of alarms in the nation'a capital, though I feel that nothing will get done about it. ABC has taken the tact of the freedom of information act, which may be enforceable through the courts.

And that brings me to politics. I'm not a fan of this section, but a lot is happening, so I will write about some of it. First, the Black Lives Matter protests have become largely peaceable. The looting has diminished, though now the rhetoric wheels are moving. One side wants complete police reform, while the other wants to include and advice to dissuade choke holds. There will be a middle ground somewhere, and community by community, we will find one. This is where the PACs and Unions come in. The unions are putting out solidarity messages to their members, and the PACs with them are telling the various candidates what they want. So, the police union is involved with buying political offices. The only argument they present is a tu quoque - "they did it too," pointing to the American Bar Association, AMA, various corporate PACs, etc. So, I'm sick of it. I now realize that these institutions are part of the problem, not part of the solution.
There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move, but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child, I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look, but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown, the dream is gone
- David Gilmour and Roger Waters, Comfortably numb, The Wall, Pink Floyd, 1979
Mother, mother
There's too many of you crying
Brother, brother, brother
There's far too many of you dying
You know we've got to find a way
To bring some loving here today, yeah
- Marvin Gaye, Renaldo "Obie" Benson, and Al Cleveland, What's going on, What's going on, 1971

Saturday, June 6, 2020

20200606 - Corona Virus Part 12 - Black Lives Matter Part 1

Howdy and welcome! Wendy and I are faring well in our little tin can by the sea. Today, we have tropical storm Cristobal passing to our west in the Gulf of Mexico, so it's a very rainy day. It looks like it is heading to New Orleans, so I pray that the "fixes" from Hurricane Katrina hold under the test from this tropical storm. During this past week, the rain has been on and off, mainly in the late afternoon, but starting yesterday, this has been pretty steady. The street in front of our home was sealed on Tuesday this past week, which sealed us in, since the front office wanted 48 hours with no traffic so that the sealing could penetrate the asphalt. As a result, we have eaten pretty much every meal in the tin can - no take out this week. That's been great, since Wendy is an exceptional cook, especially when the pantry turns into a basket from "Chopped." We now have new neighbors! I saw at least one of them out our window yesterday as they had a new air conditioner installed. I'm happy to see someone in that trailer, but I had to grimace when I saw the plates on the car - New York. It may be quite a while before I shake hands or even bump elbows with them. Work has been going well, there were a couple of meetings this past week, which I'll cover a bit below. I did get a surprise from my employer - they vested me in the retirement plans. Turns out that they will fully vest someone if they are over 62, regardless of the longevity of their employment. So, even though I'm a relative newbie, I get to be fully vested. Yahoo! Another piece of gold came from the Department of Veteran's Affairs - I now have VA healthcare. I have an appointment with the doc scheduled, though it may change due to COVID-19 restrictions. It's nice to know that I have something, should work dry up. In Florida, the latest openings are bars at 50% occupancy. A lot has transpired this past week, and I will try to maintain the sectioning that I typically hold: Home and work, Corona virus, Economic, and Political. 
Cases
Deaths

Scope Cases % Inc. Deaths % Inc.
Worldwide 6,906,762 13.5 399,577 8.5
United States 1,971,818 9.4 111,525 6.4
Florida 62,758 13.2 2,688 9.8
Pinellas County 1,478 19.4 95 15.9
I've summarized the numbers this week with the table to the left. The statistics are increasing at a higher rate week-over-week, which is the basis for the columns marked "% Inc." Worldwide, the virus continues infecting at 13.5% over the past week, while deaths grow at approximate 8%. Within the US, growth of cases continues at over 9% week-over-week, with the rate of increase of deaths decreasing from 7.2% last week to 6.4% this week. Florida cases have increased to 13.2% while death rates due to COVID-19 have held steady near 10% growth. Pinnelas county has had appreciable increases in the rate of growth of both cases and deaths over the past week. There's one number that is often overlooked - the total number of cases pending. For the US, that number is 1,127,625. That's how many people who have been infected and are currently fighting the disease. In all, I don't think that these are good numbers. In all of the scopes listed, the rate of change of the number of cases is increasing. This is associated with the US, and other countries, opening up to get their economies moving. Without the tax revenue from business and sales, the governments would have to print money, which devalues the currency, making everything more expensive, causing less sales, etc. There has been another issue, besides the blatant disregard for CDC advice, and that has been the protests from Black Lives Matter. 

But first, economic news: Gas at the local 7/11 is $1.83/gal, according to gas buddy. I haven't been out this week to verify that. DJIA has been up this week, starting Monday morning at 26837 and ending on Friday afternoon at 27100. The odd report was the jobs reports - 2.5 million jobs were created during May, and May unemployment was improved from April at 16.3%. It was originally reported at 13.3%, but there was a "misclassification" error that lead to the discrepancy. At any rate, this is still an improvement over the 19.7% reported for April. Even at the lower number, there are a lot of people out-of-work.

Remember Munich? Most have trouble placing that phrase, which commemorates the lives of eleven Israeli competitors that were lost at the 1972 Olympic games. We have short memories, often tied to our continuous needs for WIIFMs (What's in it for me). How about the Tuskegee Syphilis Study? Bill Clinton apologized for that in 1997, though it occurred in 1932. We forget, and we tend to immortalize personas that never really existed to the detriment of those that actually walked this earth. Take Superman, Batman, Aquaman, and the host of Marvel characters - for the most part, they are white. Can you remember seven years ago when Black Lives Matter came to the forefront? What was the case - do you recall? I'll jog your memory - Treyvon Martin. That was the unarmed 17-year-old black kid who George Zimmerman, as a security guard, shot and killed in self defense. I'm not very proud that when I first saw the hash tag #BlackLivesMatter, I pointed out to my granddaughter that this is a case of reverse discrimination - I was totally wrong. To this day, I don't like that hash tag, it imposes too much entitlement, but the more I learn, the more I understand. On May 26, 2020 George Floyd died under the knee of a police officer in Minneapolis Minnesota. That awakened a world that I had dismissed my whole life. The world where blacks are second class citizens. A world where there is a one-in-three chance of a black boy who is growing up now to be incarcerated for a crime. A world where in order to do well, you were going to have to do it alone. And now I listen. At work, I had two meetings where I listened. I listened to stories of sisters who cannot see one another at family gatherings because the father was opposed to his daughter marrying a black man. Stories about fear of going through the white neighborhood on their way to work because they are black. And stories from black mothers, who have young children that don't want to be black anymore. I had a hand in doing this. My indifference, and search for a WIIFM has let them down. And now, in the sea of protests, the police continue to escalate using tear gas and rubber bullets to disperse crowds. In defiance of a suspension to two of their officers, 57 officers stepped down from the riot squad in Buffalo New York. The union may soon realize that they overbid - at 16% unemployment, there's a whole host of contractors that would be willing to perform that function. The looting needs to stop, which is improving, but as long as the state continues to abuse its citizens, the looting will continue. If it's a curfew violation, then treat it as a curfew violation, not some escalated charge. Too many have died and too many will continue to die if we don't start listening to one another. Story by story. I've often said that everyone has five ailments and one really good story. It's time to hear the stories. I grew up in a world isolated from blacks as a kid, because my parents considered them second-class and dangerous. It wasn't until very recently that I understood this. Now, it's my job to shed that skin of fear and listen; really listen. This won't be fixed overnight, nor within my lifetime. So, I can't walk the entire journey, but I'll try to take some steps to help.
And, ain't there a child I can hold without judging?
Ain't there a pen that will write before they die?
Ain't you proud that you've still got faces?
Ain't there one damn song that can make me break down and cry?
- David Bowie, Young Americans, Young Americans, 1975

Friday, June 5, 2020

I'm white

I'm sorry.

I now think of the metaphor of slamming a picture frame on the floor and apologizing to it. It does no good - the frame is still broken; the glass is in shards. No matter how meticulously I try to repair the frame, it will always carry scars. 

I grew up in a white lower income neighborhood in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania called Elliott. I lived on Crucible street, near the dead end. It wasn't a complete dead end, there were stairs that took you down the steep hillside to the intersection of Steuben Street and Chartiers Avenue. That was where the West End began. That was where the black folks lived.

My father was a bigot and he had a derogatory term for every race and ethnicity. Irish were Micks; Jews were goddamn Jewish bastards; Polish were stupid Polocks; Italians were Dego Wops; all orientals were Chinks. He had two main names for blacks: jungle-bunnies, when I was within earshot, and the "n" word, when he thought I couldn't hear him. Dad was everything a man should not be: a drunk, a wife beater, and a bigot.

My friends were all white and we went to the Catholic grade school. At little league, I met my first black man. He was Mr. West, our coach, and he had a son named Johnny. At that time, Johnny was seven, too. Soon after I started little league, my mom left my dad and we moved. Instead of the dead end, we were now near the "Elliott Bluff." Johnny lived up there and I would sleep over at his house and watch horror movies. We were kids and it was fun.

This was my insulated world - not because I wanted to avoid blacks, but because my reality avoided blacks. This fits Plato's allegory of the cave. If your experiences are limited, then so are your aspirations. Plato's cave expresses "the effect of education and the lack of it on our true nature." There are many pursuits in education, and through my life, I did not pursue black history. This is despite working in Selma, Alabama or even a block away from Dexter Avenue King Memorial Baptist Church in Montgomery, Alabama. 

No one has talked about it much, but the United States, my perceived world, has been segregated. Blacks were in their neighborhoods, with their shops, restaurants, and churches, and whites were everywhere else. At one time, I justified it that blacks wanted to be isolated. For a smart guy, I was stupidly naive. It never dawned on me that the fear that I have, as a white man, travelling into a black neighborhood, is exactly the same fear that blacks have travelling into white neighborhoods. We can't have a proper conversation if our only commonality is fear. Blacks and whites, we both need to fight the fear and start having conversations. 

In the past, I attributed the deaths of blacks to police as one-offs. I now realize that it isn't. I also realize that we need to get everyone out of their caves. That is where we can see what is possible and place our aspirations on higher standards. It will be a long road and I'm afraid that it will take longer than I have left on this earth to realize, but I plan to help as long as I am able.

I firmly believe that education is the key to maintaining the longevity necessary to see equality through. That doesn't mean one education for one set of people and another set for the others. It means that we all have a story to tell in this narrative and we must express it. Our education is about one another, and a little bit of education about ourselves - I had no idea the scope of fear that a black man had just coming to work, nor the heartbreak that a black mom has when her child doesn't want to be black anymore. All of these voices need to be recorded and written down. Even the white guys that only knew one black kid while growing up, like me.

Again, I'm sorry - let's talk.

Steve Scheider